October is SO beautiful isn't it?
Not only were some of my favorite people born during this month, but it always seems that it is the quickest season. Maybe that's why I love it the most. I never find myself growing tired of it's beauty. As we were driving down the road this month, I recall Con & I discussing how we hope it is always the season of "fall" in heaven. 🍁. Our October days have been full of football, work, & birthday parties. I want to scream SLOW DOWN to it all, but I haven't found a time where that seems to work. 🙃
I need to be posting about Conley's birthday, and I will, but today- I just want to write about nonsense.
I'm just going to be honest. This time in my life may be one of the lower self confidence times. Ever found yourself in those seasons? Lately, it seems I've found myself feeling old, washed up, & falling short with a lot of things. Cade has made several comments about my demeanor lately, so it isn't something that I'm keeping in very well, it's radiating outwardly as well. Maybe it's 2020. Maybe it's the heat in October. Or maybe it's just Cassidy.
Regardless, I'm a-what they call "hot mess," if you will...
Nonetheless, I'm not the type of person that gives up or settles with this feeling. I may drag my feet during the downer times & a lot of times get caught in the sadness if I allow myself. But, I'm always determined to get up & keep trying. God gives us one life, & I know He means for us to live it.
And that's what I'm going to do.
I read this beautiful post today. And at a time like this when I feel this way-it really just lifted me up.
I'd like to share with you, too❤️
Other things that fill my life with sunny stuff...
one. the things baker loves...
tepp tepp, baby dolls, sticking her tongue out, + fuzzy slippers in that order.
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